Thursday, December 31, 2009

Rubber Band On Wrist Meaning

Retrospective

Well, here we are, 31 December.
never written on a day like today.


I will not elaborate too much, I just want to look back a little without much fanfare. Only change this year, just move from one calendar to another because someone thought that the year end in the middle of winter, send noses.

The thing is that long ago that I stopped to take stock of the year. I have long neck craning forward to see if there was anything new but seeing no hope at all clear. Time passed, the year was spent and was reborn.

I can not say it was neither good nor bad year. I know people that things have happened around type in these 12 months. I know people who have done well in general and people that has gone very very wrong. In addition many months together, that each may have been the opposite of the previous ... finally, suppose that the years do not convince me at the time of organizing time. Time, that's cool again to people like him "in my day ..."," that time is ...?", "it is time" ...

Well, I'm going around the bush.

The issue is that it is New Year's Eve and removing the general excitement that makes me feel a little stupid for belonging to the "rational animal" is a human being ... I can say I'm felis.

And the overall picture I have of this 2009, I'm back to being happy after, and I say without exaggeration years. I spent a run (another singular measure with which I feel more comfortable) pretty bad time because I recognize that I am prone to doparme badly with things past that truth makes no sense. And when you're in the mud to the ankles and panic you can not avoid making a fuss goin 'down to the waist ... and finally, the rest is history.

This year I have seen new movies, music groups I've heard that neither knew, I have visited sites that previously did not notice ... I started tatting, tribal belly dance, Bharatanatyam, I stopped eating dead animals ... I have met interesting new people recognize that much of my joy comes from the hand of one of these people. What you want, things are very simple at times, as people in the background. And yes, I am very happy to have met Gonzalo and that we still endure, indeed, that even new things Experience and enjoy it, I never get bored ... and well, I get really sappy haha \u200b\u200b

The thing is I have new things this year that have made me much happier than I expected he would be another boring year. I have also maintained

other good things: work, violin, alboka, l @ s good friend @ s @ s. ..

do not expect anything for next year because it starts tomorrow that total is any other day. I guess it's my job keep me happy and pull forward, random bit can be left simply because it is a dickhead.

only hope .... it does not rain a lot tonight and I'll end up as SpongeBob XD

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Waterbed Chemicals Las Vegas Nv



Well, I think it's time to make official what we knew all time. I spent almost three years putting pimped version of my life in a shop, I guess because the best way to hide is exhibited. That is over, mainly because my private life is now much more important to me than my public life and I decided I'd rather spend my time chasing a fly by sight. All acquires a different color once you break the glass through which we used to look.

Here, on page three there is a poem.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Where Is Save The King Shield Kingdom Hearts 2

Pause

Many times I start writing an endless string of metaphors here, I erase everything and start again.

I have no desire to disguise my stupidity. To put a nice mask to my nonsense.

Things are so frustrated I'm good I'm a junkie or quality. Never enough.

And start my internal fight. Because at least I'm glad to be able to think of cold even for 1 time.

Or perhaps I've always spent so much time thinking about problems that had not then now I have to strive to be logical, only to remember those clear ideas of common sense in my internal file. Even I have to chase the heart or hormones, because often I can not.

At least I have reached a good conclusion is that in those moments the best I can do is put on "pause."

Callar and away from everything when possible. Nobody has to suffer the brunt of my insecurities, my excessive demands and those "wonderful" sponsored by harmful fantasies my mind. I realize that enter the bag unbearable time in a catatonic state-jerk which often takes me out without collateral damage. It is in these moments when I realize the lack of security in myself that I have, how dependent I become at times but does not want to recognize and little ability to isolate the small voice that only gets fuel to the fire (which would baptize one of these days ... hmm, I've always assumed that my muse is just what it did a crash course of it, but was actually born succubus and likes to fuck me in some ways more than others).

At least I assume that will write a bit of escape. I'd be able to wipe this shit off my mind, be more confident in me and that things do not affect me as much as appears. What most annoys me is that I'm aware of how stupid this whole mess is internal to me ... but I can not be isolated or it will not affect me ... dammit.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Suction Cup Soap Dish



A lot has happened since my last post.

Bad and good. Overall

November was a month too busy.

But I will not talk about it, maybe later. Lately I am not too eager to say anything, but I have no desire airearme need inside. The shit I eat one more or less but it seems to me better and everything goes. The good ... yes, I recognize that there are many good things lately that make bad shorter.

Well, after the bridge has not done anything. Well, yes, almost 4 days to be happy without living in the world. What is sometimes easy to be happy, yet his own costs to get there. Breathing, close your eyes ... wake up with a smile and nothing in the head, just ... happy.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Large External Hemorrhoid






A Batis Hubert met him just three weeks ago, Polo had said for months that he wanted to introduce me and I was nosequé and just not done. Always gives me úshale when I want to introduce someone, I have this idea that intellectuals cliché are re nipples. Fortunately I ended up eat my words. The last time when I was introduced to Louis, the director of the Gazette of FCE, I sorry was half gone, but in the end, when we parted and I let the trilladísima "was a pleasure," I realized that was probably the first time in my life that said in all sincerity.

A Batis was not only a pleasure to meet but a real experience, is by far one of the most lucid, learned, witty and irreverent that is in the Mexican cultural landscape. Hear him speak is a real treat that day without realizing we spent five hours but could have been more but my gut screamed already hungry (I do not like the food in the cafe of Filos I admit, odienme). Finally, I invite you to go tomorrow to listen to one of the true intellectuals of Mexico, I swear I will not regret it.