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Retrospective

Well, here we are, 31 December.
never written on a day like today.


I will not elaborate too much, I just want to look back a little without much fanfare. Only change this year, just move from one calendar to another because someone thought that the year end in the middle of winter, send noses.

The thing is that long ago that I stopped to take stock of the year. I have long neck craning forward to see if there was anything new but seeing no hope at all clear. Time passed, the year was spent and was reborn.

I can not say it was neither good nor bad year. I know people that things have happened around type in these 12 months. I know people who have done well in general and people that has gone very very wrong. In addition many months together, that each may have been the opposite of the previous ... finally, suppose that the years do not convince me at the time of organizing time. Time, that's cool again to people like him "in my day ..."," that time is ...?", "it is time" ...

Well, I'm going around the bush.

The issue is that it is New Year's Eve and removing the general excitement that makes me feel a little stupid for belonging to the "rational animal" is a human being ... I can say I'm felis.

And the overall picture I have of this 2009, I'm back to being happy after, and I say without exaggeration years. I spent a run (another singular measure with which I feel more comfortable) pretty bad time because I recognize that I am prone to doparme badly with things past that truth makes no sense. And when you're in the mud to the ankles and panic you can not avoid making a fuss goin 'down to the waist ... and finally, the rest is history.

This year I have seen new movies, music groups I've heard that neither knew, I have visited sites that previously did not notice ... I started tatting, tribal belly dance, Bharatanatyam, I stopped eating dead animals ... I have met interesting new people recognize that much of my joy comes from the hand of one of these people. What you want, things are very simple at times, as people in the background. And yes, I am very happy to have met Gonzalo and that we still endure, indeed, that even new things Experience and enjoy it, I never get bored ... and well, I get really sappy haha \u200b\u200b

The thing is I have new things this year that have made me much happier than I expected he would be another boring year. I have also maintained

other good things: work, violin, alboka, l @ s good friend @ s @ s. ..

do not expect anything for next year because it starts tomorrow that total is any other day. I guess it's my job keep me happy and pull forward, random bit can be left simply because it is a dickhead.

only hope .... it does not rain a lot tonight and I'll end up as SpongeBob XD

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Well, I think it's time to make official what we knew all time. I spent almost three years putting pimped version of my life in a shop, I guess because the best way to hide is exhibited. That is over, mainly because my private life is now much more important to me than my public life and I decided I'd rather spend my time chasing a fly by sight. All acquires a different color once you break the glass through which we used to look.

Here, on page three there is a poem.

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Many times I start writing an endless string of metaphors here, I erase everything and start again.

I have no desire to disguise my stupidity. To put a nice mask to my nonsense.

Things are so frustrated I'm good I'm a junkie or quality. Never enough.

And start my internal fight. Because at least I'm glad to be able to think of cold even for 1 time.

Or perhaps I've always spent so much time thinking about problems that had not then now I have to strive to be logical, only to remember those clear ideas of common sense in my internal file. Even I have to chase the heart or hormones, because often I can not.

At least I have reached a good conclusion is that in those moments the best I can do is put on "pause."

Callar and away from everything when possible. Nobody has to suffer the brunt of my insecurities, my excessive demands and those "wonderful" sponsored by harmful fantasies my mind. I realize that enter the bag unbearable time in a catatonic state-jerk which often takes me out without collateral damage. It is in these moments when I realize the lack of security in myself that I have, how dependent I become at times but does not want to recognize and little ability to isolate the small voice that only gets fuel to the fire (which would baptize one of these days ... hmm, I've always assumed that my muse is just what it did a crash course of it, but was actually born succubus and likes to fuck me in some ways more than others).

At least I assume that will write a bit of escape. I'd be able to wipe this shit off my mind, be more confident in me and that things do not affect me as much as appears. What most annoys me is that I'm aware of how stupid this whole mess is internal to me ... but I can not be isolated or it will not affect me ... dammit.

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A lot has happened since my last post.

Bad and good. Overall

November was a month too busy.

But I will not talk about it, maybe later. Lately I am not too eager to say anything, but I have no desire airearme need inside. The shit I eat one more or less but it seems to me better and everything goes. The good ... yes, I recognize that there are many good things lately that make bad shorter.

Well, after the bridge has not done anything. Well, yes, almost 4 days to be happy without living in the world. What is sometimes easy to be happy, yet his own costs to get there. Breathing, close your eyes ... wake up with a smile and nothing in the head, just ... happy.

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A Batis Hubert met him just three weeks ago, Polo had said for months that he wanted to introduce me and I was nosequé and just not done. Always gives me úshale when I want to introduce someone, I have this idea that intellectuals cliché are re nipples. Fortunately I ended up eat my words. The last time when I was introduced to Louis, the director of the Gazette of FCE, I sorry was half gone, but in the end, when we parted and I let the trilladísima "was a pleasure," I realized that was probably the first time in my life that said in all sincerity.

A Batis was not only a pleasure to meet but a real experience, is by far one of the most lucid, learned, witty and irreverent that is in the Mexican cultural landscape. Hear him speak is a real treat that day without realizing we spent five hours but could have been more but my gut screamed already hungry (I do not like the food in the cafe of Filos I admit, odienme). Finally, I invite you to go tomorrow to listen to one of the true intellectuals of Mexico, I swear I will not regret it.

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Gosh I thought and did not return (though I imagine the face of a dog hit by Ocean lol). Well, first of all belie the myths around my disappearance:

"It was not absorbed by twitter, twitter actually like it never finished and not just lately but I do not like me starts to couscous. (The big brother we)

- I do not kidnapped a gypsy band of elves or murderers or (add here your favorite childhood horror I already contributed to mine.)

- I did not die of an overdose or committed suicide or me I became anorexic / bulimic or had a nervous breakdown and was hospitalized in a psychiatric or supplanted me a couple of months my evil twin to commit crimes of passion around the City .

-pregnant and suddenly I got a nine-month fellowship to study abroad macramé. I do not secretly married to an oil tycoon. I'm not looking for the CIA for smuggling of sensitive information in a covert operation by the Vertigo Airs. (My life is unfortunately not as interesting but the other was rebueno Vertigo.)

What did happen:

- I moved house a couple of months ago I am no longer part of the Cuban community as they once called home we shared the cheerful Amanda, Tania ( the other), and I Mengana. The damn unhappy (and adored) were quick to replace me no more and no less than James who soon will be placing them masks and synchronized with your PMS.

- I fell in love like crazy for another crazy and we're insanely happy. With all that that entails (read: dramononones, shouting, chillonerías, reconciliations of soap and lots of promises of quilt).

- quit the museum and now I'm unique and bourgeois to my French classes and the stack of books to increase alarmingly in the middle of the room, the bedroom and everywhere. Some buy them in bookstores, and even have a favorite in Quevedo and others will give them away in droves (well to him) his publishers. I have not read even half of the middle and the way that I do not think it ever because I get finished with an average of four more.

- I have not called, I would victimize, and onto to my lack of time and resources but now that I no longer work a thousand hours to date the only thing that stops me is the apathy. I dedicate myself to savor the city from the hand of a person I love and admire, successful experiment in life all the clichés most despicable and reprehensible: Cineteca every Wednesday, coffee jarocho in Coyoacan on Friday, presentations on the poet's house on Thursday, estarbucs, CU conferences, gatherings at the bottom of Culture and Fine Arts ... (Oh yeah, forgot the Casa del Lago, where the City yesterday proved whoooole scholar, critic, fan or at least the work of Houellebecq)

Of course I want to master, that is not who Mailing, but I learned that nobody is running around and there's a whole life outside the academy who also want to live (not too much, especially with measure). So the case will review in January and tell if it because there are also plans to travel and travel.

- Right now it's cold and cloudy hartísimo, my boyfriend argues with me (or explain yourself?) The pros and cons of a book that is ruling, suddenly silent and continuous making detailed notes in the margins with a pencil that draws obsessively writing tip every two lines, I give him a sip of my coffee is already cold and I could not be happier.

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Today I was happy.

Vaga, listless because Monday, more tired ...

But happy.

If that happens, sometimes I'm happy and everything XD

What annoys me is that I felt so tired because basically I have not done anything ...

But hey, I'm not tortured by it, and I'll do something tomorrow.

What is today ... I'm eating a Castañitas temperate and marmots anything to bed, which is the best I can do on a Monday and today. ^____^




Miraad, yeah, and everything XD

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When someone asks me that comes to mind with the word park ... I really imagine a park with slides, swings and a wheel, stones and a couple of trees, a park either as it exists in every urban center and people will pa 'alla to spend time with the shaman (and when was greatest, was just because it was across the street). Over time, the word park I liked more when he came accompanied by "fun": D I really convert back into a Tripon not want to get off of any of the equipment and if there is a roller coaster, as I do the tail even 1 hour (or more). Here in Poland there are many amusement parks but there is, most of all are in the company of a circus or are only open during the summer and even bigger, they have nothing that I like but in Europe there are very many amusement parks and I've only seen a couple ... anyway, the issue of "Around the World" was PARKS October and could not find a better opportunity to show the photos you take in Prater in Vienna (Austria) in May this year. Pratter is a park that is the image of Vienna and had always wanted to go ... but I never had occasion, but did not have much time, we could walk around and let so much light and screams let us think of anything that was not working:) just got us a corkscrew goes pa 'up front ... and then goes pa 'back and really felt that in the lap of a pa' back, I would get out of the seat (like a deja vu of Final Destination 3): S

PS-Mi typical picture "look pa 'up' hahaha

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Somewhere there's a ditch full of lost words.

knew not where to walk.

have been lost trying to return home.

Now I just want to hear.

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Vulcan Girls do it with Logic

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Today I went out into the street to run errands and have been clear that shirt shoes face the rest of the day.
So I started the day in my Star Trek shirt proclaiming that girls do with logical Vulcan ... whatever, that something is Vulcan.

Treki'm not just like me as much as any other series / sci-fi movie. But when I saw the shirt I knew I had to be mine.

I can not help but feel envious of that ability to be logical @. That quiet life when you know that if something has a solution and not have to worry about using logic you can also find the solution. And if it does not have no reason to worry. Altered states are not logical, being embarrassed is not logical to think anything but the brain is not logical. What would life be so quiet.

shirt's slogan but also because I like I remember that I am not Vulcan (I will not say which planet, but not the Vulcan). As human beings live medium line with my feelings found most often in what seems like a tumultuous rally with police involved. I'm sad, happy, angry, scared ... and sometimes all at once. It really is not logical at all, is not useful, sometimes it is not healthy ...

But I guess this is the human dichotomy.

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The truth is that not too much I feel like writing, and my head hurts a little. When they prick me in the head do not think as well as they wanted. I've also had a day filipino fine. Dismissal after dismissal. Finally, I will not talk about it because there is not much to do, now just try to sleep my hours and tomorrow morning I have to get to do Cosic: errands, pick up, shower, comidita ....

For a moment I had a fit of "chronorabia" that gives me sometimes.

not stand to see old photos (or a few years ago.)

not when I started it. Just remember that two years ago or so my parents put a video of when I was 5 years that had passed to dvd. I did not last long in the room. I saw opening gifts and greeting the family that was going to congratulate me. Even poking me and got angry. Do not take me long to throw me to mourn, but angry. I got angry me angry in the video, but overall I was angry to see me. And to my family. I went to the room and never wanted to know about this or other videos.

Same with the photos. The older they have the worst photos I pass. But it also had a hard time seeing the pictures of the study tour, which was not so long ago ... or ..

But the worst is that I can not stand to see photos of other people. On the one hand I like seeing as they were ... I can not help but get angry and sad (she could not say in what order).

And do not think ...

At this rate I can not see pictures of anyone in no time because every time I'm going to get worse ...

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Every time I go I just want to mourn. Someday I will go alone and mourn until I hurt.

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New Blog!

I moved, no, for better or worse this pseudo blog will remain active.
just come to announce that I've finally decided to kick off my new blog and gallery. Requires a minimal area
more serious than my deviant, who was raising what is said and full of fluff crap.

My idea is to upload my "works" and adding favorite, which I hope means that a new stage production in my life, to see where it leads, basically depends on me.

Without further ado, I leave a link, click on the image and do not carry forth the hands of the car. Bon voyage!

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I was not a happy girl. I have no excuses for not having been divorced parents habemos many and the truth is that my parents loved me very much in the only way they knew how to love. I missed the toys, but never seemed enough to recognize most of which were thought to deserve and definitely far more than my parents thought they could afford. Neither friends nor I missed the gardens or pets or hide and seek or bring. But the truth is that I was not a happy girl. I cried a lot and all anguish, death, God, the poor, the war, the end of the world, ghosts, something bad will happen to my family, who run over my dog, which lost me barbie my favorite, I say whining, everything. In adolescence

left to mourn and turned many friends and extroverted, out every day with everyone and I adopted an attitude valemadrista to anything that did not include the opposite sex. I had many boyfriends, smoking and my friends said it was really cool (so they said, cool) . My parents, relieved I guess, let me be at ease. I went to every party and every meeting, I never said no to anything. I had clothes and records I wanted and even those who did not want. My friends it is happening in my house all afternoon and stayed to sleep on the weekends, the most handsome in all I wanted was boyfriend and also at school always got tens and diplomas. However, I was not happy. I never said, but when I was alone in my room gave me a huge desire to mourn (but not crying) and turned his anguish to eat the belly. Then grab the phone and dialed a number from memory. Before answering me and was smiling with his throat clear.

When I went to college my mom helped me move, I bought things for my new house and spent a weekend cleaning and unpacking me. I was eighteen and I was an adult. In Guanajuato I experienced the complete package. I got drunk, I lost my weight, I not having slept a class of eight, went hungry, I made a fool of myself many times, I stole a car, made friends, some passengers and others forever, I had no place to live a couple of times, I lay awake doing work with a beer in hand, abuse red bull, I graduated. The whole college experience. And yes, I was not happy.

Now I get up at seven in the morning to go to work and they get home after six if traffic allows me, ah, and never bring a weight supuestísimo. More than a month ago I'm not going to a party, let alone a beer. I have friends (very few) who prefer to go for a coffee, a movie or walk a time and fall asleep early. I'm in love (very much) and for the first time there is no drama or fights or shouting or tears. You could say that my life is as boring but, although I myself know exactly how it happened, I am a woman very happy. The most.

(Yeah, my hair is no longer either long or red and no or little strange.)

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I'm running September 1 rare, and messy.

's almost like last September.

And obviously do not want the rest of my Septembers are equal.

cocoa I have a pretty nice head, to deny it, I'm lost.

not to do, no where, or when, or how ... I hate to be so because before I always had a plan.

guess in the end I'm a little hobbit and I like a good routine, or more like say, is as healthy for me.

was little I knew I had to go to class, then go to school, doing homework, reading, sleeping. A simple life for me completely happy.

was a little road through the woods that had a daily basis without concern, so comfortable that I could look to either side under the road. But I guess one day you have to go further, and as I was looking at the tops of the trees I went into a clearing. From there I found no such paths I started to climb up into the trees like that. But never get anywhere. I get nervous and I have fear, I feel lost, I look everywhere and just in case I bump into all the roots that encounter.

the end to clear her head down back where I started (or perhaps similar), I sit on a rock and put her head in her hands.

I guess I'm afraid to re-enter the woods, to feel fear, bumping, despair and back to clear.

little self-pity is that I do, but not ...

In its day, and I dealt with people who did not expect anything from life and I was eating could not help because it is clear that if one does not to help little can be done. But the worst is that I had to pass something. I do not expect nothing from life, rather I hope some of my. In part that I can stick this pessimism but on the other side it's just my fault, because I work, I have never worked, my mother has repeated many times and he's right.

have to do anything if I want to change (although last I left there without being able to change, with its thorns and wounds), but not the what or how ...

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Well, I wanted to point out to people who read me and I do not know. That would not explain anything I do or fail to do here because of my blog is just that I read people and of course I can not force anyone to read an entry that is not interested.

is no kind of apology about nothing, sometimes if I could I regret a crumb after vomiting first thing that came to mind, but I never cared too much who read this and thought of me.

I guess for those who do not know me I can be a bit ... peculiar. Like if I'm having a strange period after the fall that I had for years I have been a few months in my pink cloud and now I'm a bit like a weather vane, a day gives me air around here, another day there ... I acknowledge that I do not like too much.

But if I have enough assimilated some of my facets. Yes, I felt unsure, probably the fears that emerged after this is what makes me a sad day and one happy. I can hardly take any decision and seek specialist'm the cat 16 feet, which does not mean that they are located far from it. Sometimes I realize that I do but screw up, in the vernacular, when my head fucks and gets a running start to spin to everything without mercy. In the moments passed the hump I see it all simple and easy, but while I'm in the "centrifuge" I struggle to focus, I'm going to do.

I guess the good thing is that I turn to all sorts of things and although it was no ax Philosophy (never I gave it to memorize names and dates that come out of a Tolkien book, which unfortunately mine) if I'm interested in, say, an indirect way. I like to walk and think, or at any time about anything .... time, reality and happiness are a classic from the beginning of time, but an inexhaustible subject (more so if like me you have not read hardly anything of philosophy and the thoughts that go through more people had already ¬ _ ¬ U) . Human nature, light, molecules, waves of energy, thought ... I love thinking about all this and admit that sometimes I jam a bit on my stuff.

But that part I like, I like being well, I like being in the clouds I am thinking, I like being almost always dissatisfied because I'm very demanding (especially me), I guess sometimes I like to be gloomy and sad because I miss it right away and be happy ... I think

describe to someone who does not know me very hard, but know it is very easy, it only takes a little patience with my nonsense and I think I can catch up lol love

And now I'm going to eat that for today I had the time to philosophy.

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was thinking now, that are immersed in hours of weird ideas, funny thing about feelings.
I really started thinking about something I remember him around with just 5 years. I guess when you start to realize the world around you, empathize and find that you are part of a reality that surrounds you where there are more people with their own reality.

By now even I can not help but think sometimes if that reality exists for all because it could be all a lie my head like in those dreams where someone comes in and says that this is not a dream. What also made me think that maybe this is the dream and fall into the same lie that we believe but on the other side of the mirror. This in turn has led me to remember how uncomfortable it is sometimes to be a slave of your dreams, talking about his dream, I do not mean goals. The opposite of a lucid dream, when you have be aware of dreaming is when you're so immersed in the situation around you in the dream that overcomes you completely. When we are frightened, when we get angry with someone with whom we dream, when we dream something sad that makes us forget all logic and memories of our life "wake up" when we drown in water when we are in our beds and woke up with his legs entangled in the sheets and head under the pillow.

is something that overwhelms me greatly, being the slave of feeling even in dreams, strong feelings that attack you until just after waking. And think how powerless you felt minutes before being unable to think and calm down. Can not argue with that sentiment so strong that surrounds you from sweating. And I suppose that is because there is a vigil both the same. Where born

feelings? in the brain I guess, but I do not find support in my imagination. Something so strong that shapes who you are and where you can be so strong that fool you. At least dreams are just waking up and appreciated the time that clearer mind think "ugh, it was only a dream, is over."

But as this is another dream where we go back to being slaves of wild feelings that surround us without meaning, as people tell us incoerentes but try to convince us that this is the only truth, we remain with the veil in the eyes until one day wake up and say "whew, it was only a dream, is over."

Because right now I have a lucid dream seems so far as to get rid of this thick paste that I drained from the brain to the heart and stomach.

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architecture ... tun tun, who is it??

The task group this month photographic "Around the World" (which began with Jacqueline motivating many people and is now almost an institution) was taking pictures of doors and I try to do this post in Lancut but ... the problem is that in Poland, the doors of the houses are not really very interesting, especially many that are not in front of the house but on one side and as I'll get to take pictures of those doors?? really had even thought about taking pictures of entrance gates, sometimes I find interesting and always in your mailbox:) But today I decided to leave the palace and found AS ALWAYS in sufficient inspiration to make this post without straying from the subject (or change of doors for bars lol).

The Palace is full of different building but only take pictures of the doors of the main building and the winter garden, some doors are not clean ... others are closed ... others are not pretty or retain the style of the rest but I enjoy doing this task because since I never had to find the doors in this place) and of course he knew he had lol but not until today, he could not say how many there are or how are.

It really is a great advantage to have this palace here, because the protagonist happens to be the photo of all my tasks when I lost any inspiration: D

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The task of April was to make a declaration of love for your city:) or at least share the reasons why love the city we live ... is that Jacqueline happen is sometimes a very difficult issues that say hard lol?? because it really was very hard for my show in pictures the love where I live, what else but love the city itself, is more what I like about my life here (because exchange a million things before we really say "love" the city where I live). I'm not complaining, but is normal for me to feel like a traveler passing here, because although I live in Lancut over 6 years ... in order to accounts abroad and yet I'm still not sure if I'm going to be living here forever. But although I am running late, if he would publish the photos you take and edit (with the idea of \u200b\u200bseeing a heart lol) and have that "love" to live here: D

... because this country (like many others, but good) is a kaleidoscope of colors that change with the seasons and allows me to enjoy - in the park - snow in the winter, the rebirth of spring, the summer heat and the sober autumn and of course now, I can take my habit of jogging in the afternoon:)

... because this city (like many others, but good) is a palace that is the subject of almost all the photos I do:) is the heart of the city and Sometimes I forget to go out there and watch and enjoy how beautiful it is, but this palace always be there

... because this city (like many others, but hey ) has a swimming pool where I was able to train and swim for miles as he did several years ago, of course, I have no ambition to improve the time swimming or my technique, but I can freely go and feel like a fish in water,

... because this city (like any other, but good) allowed me to have my space, an apartment where I have everything and not bother anyone:) because everyone knows where I live and every visit to my house is full smiles, jokes and good time

Well, Łańcut is a small town, a village for many ... but I have a special feeling for this town:) but I think the same would have been able to build my life on the other hand, do not live anywhere else but here: D and so "love" to this city, because it allowed me to stay (at least for now)

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On Saturday was the final of Eurovision 2009 in Moscow (RUS), I used to come to Poland - and even after a couple of years of living here - never heard of this contest and the truth is that I learned in depth the whole story 2 years ago when I was in Helsinki one week before the contest itself (and every day there are concerts and swear that he had to learn of the question). As the contest because I always had the impression that it was a stage show rather than a vocal competition, of course, songs with choreography and half naked women "obviously are more striking than a song of dreams, where nothing happens (besides a person singing in the middle of the stage) but besides that, I always thought it was - in part - predictable because the voting system was made pa ' migrants to vote for their country while they are out:) In conclusion, one could almost think that won the country with more immigrants (who knew who represent them) but this year the voting system was different and also include a jury by country (kinda).
Gano Norway, a dude born in Belarus alla sing a song and play violin Belarusian folklore (and it blew up 3 acres) and is a song I liked because it seemed to me very original putting the folklore of a country on the scene:)
thought I had won the Chama UK because this has a tremendous voice and the song was made pa 'to show the throat that is: D

Poland qualified for the final ... but that was to imagine why this singer did not know it either in its people and by the way, I think the song is so anemic and she passed as less than a wooden door: S having so much talent here, that put me strange this country in the hands of an anonymous singer, that just did not know before it was ... will remain unknown after returning: (

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Eurovision 2009 ... the son of Obama ... talk about Confucius

It turns out that Obama's son lives in Catia:) but pride for Venezuela! but I knew that I was a child in Venezuela??

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